Not enough energy--
Wish i can cart my room around wherever i go.
Friday, November 29, 2013
Wednesday, October 16, 2013
Taipei- o how i miss thee
Just a few hours back to Singapore and i want to go back Taiwan.
The foooood, the glorious and cheap food! Shilin is duper over-rated but everything else is amazing! I never eat so much (unhealthy) food in my life. That was an intense 5 days of food and more food!
And Jiufen is just so beautiful......
----Listen Sijin Listen---
Thursday, August 01, 2013
Too. Much. Food.
Argh! and why am i eating so much wanton mee?
and jeez, it's HALF A YEAR INTO 2013!? What the heck have i done so far?!
In the wee hour of the night, my sis actually got me to take a pic of her ala Jack Nicholson in the Shining at my window with my father's axe. -_-
and jeez, it's HALF A YEAR INTO 2013!? What the heck have i done so far?!
In the wee hour of the night, my sis actually got me to take a pic of her ala Jack Nicholson in the Shining at my window with my father's axe. -_-
Thursday, June 13, 2013
Monday, June 03, 2013
Tuesday, May 21, 2013
Lalalala
Okay, feel alot alot better. Woke up feeling like i want to run everywhere. There is still a strong tug of lethargy which i now attribute to the aftermath of the reiki attunement. At least the grieving has lifted and i feel enthusiastic about doing things. I think all this is fate too. I have lost a rabbit but because of this loss, we are able to help another rabbit. So now we have a "curry puff" as opposed to "cocopuff". Hahaha!
Roger, you will be very very missed. Hope you are now jumping around in your bunny heaven frolicking in boundless fields and fluttering butterflies.
Roger, you will be very very missed. Hope you are now jumping around in your bunny heaven frolicking in boundless fields and fluttering butterflies.
Monday, May 20, 2013
Grieving
I never expect myself to feel so upset over this. The sadness just loom over my heart. Perhaps it might be the utter unexpectedness, or the bond forged by the reiki or just the feeling that his death was so wasted.
The doctor told me it was due to the anesthesia and i felt a twinge of anger. Why did they not lower the dosage of it considering Roger was so small?
I made a very bad company for my mother today. I just couldn't concentrate. Right now i simply need some peace and quiet.To only hear the wind ruffle the leaves of trees and the sound of my own inner voice so that the leaden weight of my grief can slowly lift.
The doctor told me it was due to the anesthesia and i felt a twinge of anger. Why did they not lower the dosage of it considering Roger was so small?
I made a very bad company for my mother today. I just couldn't concentrate. Right now i simply need some peace and quiet.To only hear the wind ruffle the leaves of trees and the sound of my own inner voice so that the leaden weight of my grief can slowly lift.
Sunday, May 19, 2013
A title can't simply explain it today
Very exhausting day.
Went for attunement, which is very interesting. Apparently i now have healing hands, not to put it so flippantly. I was still quite amazed to feel the sensation of pickling (like millions of ant bites) on my hands and even up my forearms after the process. I place my hands on my abdomen and feel the heat from my hands spreading out and the cramps subsides. Now i just have to watch out for any healing crisis that might come after the attunement. It frightens me because I am naturally leery of any underlying problems that might arises during the period. I'm afraid what it will ultimately reveals about me- afraid that i might pick fights, confess my feelings or do anything that i might eventually regret. Yeah, it might balance me out, but right now i am simply afraid of changes. Hierophant and temperance- simply the best cards of the deck to explain me.
I nodded off during the meditation, which is ironically good, because it gave me stamina to continue the day. Else i might have driven off the road. Since i came back from Australia, i have been feeling really tired. My cousins and friends have commented how wan and pasty (yikes, horrible word) i look. Must be the Pms, the fallout from the 8 hours flight and jetlag. Speaking of my older cousins, i am so amazed that they really like to read! And they read more chim books than i do. The whole conversation on the table revolves around books, animes (like wow) and tv series last night. If i think that i might be one of the few people who have these selected interests, my cousins have beat me roundly in that. I feel rather inspired. Inspired to be more like them. They are so worldly, witty, very quirky and surprisingly intellectual.
After the attunement i went to open new stocks in the warehouse. Alot of very nice stuff. Patrick has outdone himself. At least we have a new supplier that has a whole lot of new stuff. That explains our recent sales while i was away. Feel like i need to push myself alot more today cos it was also physically demanding.
So i thought that i could go home and sleep after opening the many countless boxes of new stuff. Only to return and find my rabbit's leg broken. :( So i rushed off to mount Pleasant, fortunately with after hour care. At one point, i fell asleep on the hospital sofa cradling him on my arms. The nurse was pretty good looking. I opened the door to the hospital and there behold! Cute guy with deepset, thickly dark lashed eyes and thick eyebrows. I was almost too tired to care. Sigh... so roger needs surgery. The overnight hospital care, x-ray, after hour consultation already cost $400. The surgery will cost up to another $500. I really don't know what to say. I only hope that roger will get well soon and that he won't be in much pain. The reiki really helps. And just in time too. As i hold him in my arms, i feel the now familiar sensation of sharp tingling on my hands and he quiet down, stop struggling. This creates a bond between us. It was then i realised what i have read about reiki to be true. You do become more attune to nature and life. I thought it will stretch my patience to have to stand there and touch someone for more than 5 mins to heal someone. But once i started healing people and animals, it was entirely different. The feeling of touching something, feeling the energy channeling to them, healing them and knowing that it is real is inexplicably profound. Holding an animal or a plant is sometimes more so, because they are so tame and simple. Okay, i really going to ko now. I'm too tired to make much sense anymore.
Love her voice, and this song very much. Evocative.
Nell Bryden- Sirens.
Went for attunement, which is very interesting. Apparently i now have healing hands, not to put it so flippantly. I was still quite amazed to feel the sensation of pickling (like millions of ant bites) on my hands and even up my forearms after the process. I place my hands on my abdomen and feel the heat from my hands spreading out and the cramps subsides. Now i just have to watch out for any healing crisis that might come after the attunement. It frightens me because I am naturally leery of any underlying problems that might arises during the period. I'm afraid what it will ultimately reveals about me- afraid that i might pick fights, confess my feelings or do anything that i might eventually regret. Yeah, it might balance me out, but right now i am simply afraid of changes. Hierophant and temperance- simply the best cards of the deck to explain me.
I nodded off during the meditation, which is ironically good, because it gave me stamina to continue the day. Else i might have driven off the road. Since i came back from Australia, i have been feeling really tired. My cousins and friends have commented how wan and pasty (yikes, horrible word) i look. Must be the Pms, the fallout from the 8 hours flight and jetlag. Speaking of my older cousins, i am so amazed that they really like to read! And they read more chim books than i do. The whole conversation on the table revolves around books, animes (like wow) and tv series last night. If i think that i might be one of the few people who have these selected interests, my cousins have beat me roundly in that. I feel rather inspired. Inspired to be more like them. They are so worldly, witty, very quirky and surprisingly intellectual.
After the attunement i went to open new stocks in the warehouse. Alot of very nice stuff. Patrick has outdone himself. At least we have a new supplier that has a whole lot of new stuff. That explains our recent sales while i was away. Feel like i need to push myself alot more today cos it was also physically demanding.
So i thought that i could go home and sleep after opening the many countless boxes of new stuff. Only to return and find my rabbit's leg broken. :( So i rushed off to mount Pleasant, fortunately with after hour care. At one point, i fell asleep on the hospital sofa cradling him on my arms. The nurse was pretty good looking. I opened the door to the hospital and there behold! Cute guy with deepset, thickly dark lashed eyes and thick eyebrows. I was almost too tired to care. Sigh... so roger needs surgery. The overnight hospital care, x-ray, after hour consultation already cost $400. The surgery will cost up to another $500. I really don't know what to say. I only hope that roger will get well soon and that he won't be in much pain. The reiki really helps. And just in time too. As i hold him in my arms, i feel the now familiar sensation of sharp tingling on my hands and he quiet down, stop struggling. This creates a bond between us. It was then i realised what i have read about reiki to be true. You do become more attune to nature and life. I thought it will stretch my patience to have to stand there and touch someone for more than 5 mins to heal someone. But once i started healing people and animals, it was entirely different. The feeling of touching something, feeling the energy channeling to them, healing them and knowing that it is real is inexplicably profound. Holding an animal or a plant is sometimes more so, because they are so tame and simple. Okay, i really going to ko now. I'm too tired to make much sense anymore.
Love her voice, and this song very much. Evocative.
Nell Bryden- Sirens.
Friday, May 03, 2013
Wednesday, May 01, 2013
Woohoo!!
My first day in MONTHS that I have no work, no commitments, no anything that i need to do in a single day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! There was a sort of bliss waking up early today even though i sleep like 3 plus yesterday. OMG the limitless things i can do!!!!!!! Feel like spinning and turning cartwheels!
oh reckless abandon oh reckless abandon oh reckless abandon
oh reckless abandon oh reckless abandon oh reckless abandon
Monday, April 29, 2013
Saturday, April 20, 2013
Felled
by gastric yesterday. and it sorta came from no where. Been feeling really weak and easily tired. What's up with that?
Friday, April 19, 2013
Woohoo!
New books! Two graves by lincoln and preston, Demonologist by this new author called andrew pyper and extinction engine by who else jonathan maberry. The new book i thought was coming out by the latter was apparently an e book and i have missed his new book that came March this year. Awesome!
Now just need more time to read them.
Poor cocopuff, im actually worried that after neutering, he might become more mischievous by biting wires and wood. It seems that contrary to popular belief, rabbits after sterilization become more active since they are no longer focused on procreating. Argh. This spells trouble. And, i have to wait a least a month before i can put Rogers (after much thoughts, he is a guy after all, so ill keep his name instead of calling him the more apt Tutu. Hehe.) and cocopuff.
I want to start running again. There is this restless energy in me.
Now just need more time to read them.
Poor cocopuff, im actually worried that after neutering, he might become more mischievous by biting wires and wood. It seems that contrary to popular belief, rabbits after sterilization become more active since they are no longer focused on procreating. Argh. This spells trouble. And, i have to wait a least a month before i can put Rogers (after much thoughts, he is a guy after all, so ill keep his name instead of calling him the more apt Tutu. Hehe.) and cocopuff.
I want to start running again. There is this restless energy in me.
Wednesday, April 17, 2013
Jonathan Maberry's new book!!
Coming out on April 30th!!! Cant wait can't wait!
Laduree's macaron is simply amazing! albeit exp!
cocopuff is going for his sterilization in half an hour time. Im quite worried that he might be less playful and feisty than before. Sigh...
Laduree's macaron is simply amazing! albeit exp!
cocopuff is going for his sterilization in half an hour time. Im quite worried that he might be less playful and feisty than before. Sigh...
Sunday, April 14, 2013
Anticipating
Doing some mental leaps in the middle of the night.
Books
Can't wait for Joe Hill's newest book Nos4a2! and Dan Brown's newest book- The Inferno. And i can now relate to his book since i went to Florence's Santa Maria del fiore. And! Stephen King's long awaited Dr Sleep. Omg, i ve been waiting for a book on Danny after i read The Shining. I do need to wait some time since it only comes out in September. I hope he haven't lost his touch. His books are getting rather cheesy.
I am sooo waiting for a good new book.
Animes
Spring season is amazing Amazing. I've been loving all that i watched so far. Can't wait for next week!!
Music
None strikes out to me lately. Oh, just Bastille's Pompeii. What a weird song. But nice.
and rihanna- stay.
Been listening jonsi's Sinking Friendship on repeat. That falsetto, that voice. Simply aural ecstasy.
MELBOURNE!! 2013!
Going next month! Must do research!! Bangkok Lucy Reboot 2013!
Food!
Laduree's opening on 15th of April!!! I AM GOING TO QUEUE!
Books
Can't wait for Joe Hill's newest book Nos4a2! and Dan Brown's newest book- The Inferno. And i can now relate to his book since i went to Florence's Santa Maria del fiore. And! Stephen King's long awaited Dr Sleep. Omg, i ve been waiting for a book on Danny after i read The Shining. I do need to wait some time since it only comes out in September. I hope he haven't lost his touch. His books are getting rather cheesy.
I am sooo waiting for a good new book.
Animes
Spring season is amazing Amazing. I've been loving all that i watched so far. Can't wait for next week!!
Music
None strikes out to me lately. Oh, just Bastille's Pompeii. What a weird song. But nice.
and rihanna- stay.
Been listening jonsi's Sinking Friendship on repeat. That falsetto, that voice. Simply aural ecstasy.
MELBOURNE!! 2013!
Going next month! Must do research!! Bangkok Lucy Reboot 2013!
Food!
Laduree's opening on 15th of April!!! I AM GOING TO QUEUE!
Friday, March 22, 2013
Am loving
Music
Justin Timberlake:::: Don't hold the wall
So amazing.
Alt- J:::: Dissolve me
Pure ecstasy....
Yummm...
Books
The Killing 2 by David Hewson is simply one of the best book i have read for a long time. I can now say i basically live for his books. MORE!!!
Haven't read any other good books lately, too busy and the rest too trite to talk about.
Food
Salad stop Tuna san full stop
oh and salted egg sotong.
Games
Oh forget it...
That said, i am looking forward for Beyond two souls. Might be the only game i will play this year. Haven't even started on Resident Evil 6. That is a record. :(
Anime
Tamako Market for the win woot
Cant wait for the spring season.
Anticipating
End of April. End of April. End of April. End of April.
Justin Timberlake:::: Don't hold the wall
So amazing.
Alt- J:::: Dissolve me
Pure ecstasy....
Books
The Killing 2 by David Hewson is simply one of the best book i have read for a long time. I can now say i basically live for his books. MORE!!!
Haven't read any other good books lately, too busy and the rest too trite to talk about.
Food
Salad stop Tuna san full stop
oh and salted egg sotong.
Games
Oh forget it...
That said, i am looking forward for Beyond two souls. Might be the only game i will play this year. Haven't even started on Resident Evil 6. That is a record. :(
Anime
Tamako Market for the win woot
Cant wait for the spring season.
Anticipating
End of April. End of April. End of April. End of April.
Tuesday, March 19, 2013
Hmm moment
Interestingly, i am a Isfj.
On the hindsight, not very surprising. Reading through the descriptions, i realized it sounds somewhat like me. Dammit.
On the hindsight, not very surprising. Reading through the descriptions, i realized it sounds somewhat like me. Dammit.
Thursday, March 14, 2013
Cant wait for Raffles to be over
This raffles pushcart is soul draining, cant awfully wait for April to end.
Sunday, February 17, 2013
some self reflections
I was studying the tarot cards since yesterday night and i believed i learnt alot. But i realised one very crucial thing. I am not observant and not very analytic. I knew i am like that for the longest time, but i don't have a defining example cos i havent been studying since last year. I lack a very strong focus in anything i do. i am so easily distracted by things.
Hmm, i really really need to work on this.
Hmm, i really really need to work on this.
Friday, February 15, 2013
this urge...
.... to refurnish/personalize and tidy up the whole of the house.
*note to self: needs protection when im using super glue. Argh!
** blogging is so much easier with just one or two lines (spontaneous)
*note to self: needs protection when im using super glue. Argh!
** blogging is so much easier with just one or two lines (spontaneous)
Thursday, February 14, 2013
argh.. accident
Rather violently hit the rear end of another car yesterday at Lornie yesterday. Dislocated my arm yet again. Dammit. One comfort is that the driver seems rather nice about it.
Wednesday, February 13, 2013
declining of our palm trees
Those pesky giant red palm weevils are demolishing our palm trees! :( Dammit. Found a few of those beetles on the grass near the trees.
Finding contractors to eradicate them. The first company was very irresponsible. I have to make countless reminders for her (and she is the director somemore) to send the quotations. How difficult can that be? We gave up and finally turn to Arbor culture. Hope they revert asap. It is quite interesting how the process will be. We need to cut some of them down and probably require strong chemicals. Hope they won't hurt the nearby wildlife and our animals. :/
Finding contractors to eradicate them. The first company was very irresponsible. I have to make countless reminders for her (and she is the director somemore) to send the quotations. How difficult can that be? We gave up and finally turn to Arbor culture. Hope they revert asap. It is quite interesting how the process will be. We need to cut some of them down and probably require strong chemicals. Hope they won't hurt the nearby wildlife and our animals. :/
Tuesday, February 12, 2013
Tuesday, February 05, 2013
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