I never expect myself to feel so upset over this. The sadness just loom over my heart. Perhaps it might be the utter unexpectedness, or the bond forged by the reiki or just the feeling that his death was so wasted.
The doctor told me it was due to the anesthesia and i felt a twinge of anger. Why did they not lower the dosage of it considering Roger was so small?
I made a very bad company for my mother today. I just couldn't concentrate. Right now i simply need some peace and quiet.To only hear the wind ruffle the leaves of trees and the sound of my own inner voice so that the leaden weight of my grief can slowly lift.
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